I had never felt a first love
even when I was studying at the University. I do not know why it happened,
maybe because I had too much to learn when in Senior in High School so I'd
never find a love that truly memorable. When the initial study at the
university, the love did not come because I was busy with a variety of activities
on campus and was eager to pursue high score at the class. I was also not
interested in girls around me or had a curiosity to know a woman.
At the beginning of university
entrance, there was actually a girl who looked to have interest in me. She
started to give a short message essentially that wanted to know me more. He
continued to greet me through the short message. Oddly, she did not mention her
real name and only mentions Initials. I was used to respond to a text message
without knowing the identity of the person sending. Several times I talked to
her about a few things through the short message. However, I had a sense of
boredom with the situation and was eager to find out her real name.
I do not like the little people
who continue to conceal the identity and so curious to know. One time, I got to
know her because I called her by phone. I was not far from her, and she realized
that I was on the phone. She was very shy and did not want to say hello again to
me via text message on mobile phone.
After that happening, I no longer
found things related to love and I did not have interest about love. My friends
say that I had changed and got to know a woman. They even made a fun of me by
saying that I did not have the ability to pick up a woman. But, I did not care
about anything they say. For me, a love comes in a beautiful way and should not
be imposed.
One time, I found the first love
and a true love of my life. The woman who became my first love was my a
classmate but we had not known each other very well. When in the class, we only
just greeted each other and did not have any interest. Though we were in a
class almost every day and engaged in the same lesson. There was a story that
is so unique and our friends did not believe when we were in love because we
had been in the same class within 2 years.
The love was present when we are
sitting close together in a place and there was one of our friends started
teasing each other as if we liked. At first, we felt ashamed because it continued
teasing. However, from that teasing, I kept getting a sense of confusion. I
kept thinking about her every day even in every single time in my life.
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